Vulnerably Exposed

We expose, then hide, then buffer.Get exposed, then hide, then bufferRinse, repeatRinse, repeatBuffer. Hide. Exposed. Repeat.That strange beast we call vulnerability.It is a muscle of acceptance, surrender and resilience at the same time.It’s a paradox of control and out of control.It is shame while being shameless.It’s being exposed while standing fully in your power.It’s the […]

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Two Loves

I find myself waking up between two loves almost every day of my life now!Have you ever experienced a similar situation?Waking up between two kids?Two fur babies?Two lovers [I don’t judge 😉]?I wake up between my man and eight pounds of tuxedo fury. Moving feels like Causing a disruption to the natural balance of the universe,and with […]

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Guided!

I like to say that I have a love / hate relationship with my guides but that’s not true.It is all love.The best way to describe it is love /stubbornness relationship…Love / butt-hurt relationship.Love / I get it relationship.Love / I was so stupid relationshipLove / I am so sorry relationshipLove / I am so […]

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Apple and Cinnamon season…

Let’s get this straight- even if you don’t believe in magical or spiritual properties of herbs – you can’t deny their medicinal qualities. One of the first books on herbs I’ve had was about the use of herbs medicinally. This is how I know that comfrey is healing to physical wounds and can cause liver […]

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This funny thing called intuition…

After a while you get good at that thing called – intuition. What others refer to as luck or gut feeling – you know it as your internal analysis system that has received the clues your conscious brain has not caught on to yet. We are animals on such a deep innate level. A human […]

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Get Up!

Get up. Get off the bed. I know you’re tired. I know you’re in pain. I know it hurts you now… It’s all temporary, remember? Go take a shower, or a bath Go immerse yourself in the closest thing you have to nature that is just a few steps away. Just go. Get up. You […]

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An Old Painting

One day you were walking at an art fair and you found a beautiful and a very delicate painting. It was truly exquisite, made by an artist who was destined to be one of the great ones. You bought it. You took it home and hung it on your kitchen wall. For months you have woken […]

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The Yang to my Yin

To my sheer disappointment, It took me two days and two nights To figure you out – Invulnerable statue Of needless and wantless abyss.  _______________________________________________________ Those amazing long lashes That give extra mysteriousness to your deep stare. The few times I have seen them, You manage to look away. The scar above your eyebrow The […]

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With all the boundaries you’ve trespassed…

I am really glad that you’re concerned with all your boundaries you let down each time you see me. You’re human and you’re mortal – it’s only fair. Yet the fact, that it is only you who feels this way – eludes you. You know I really can not make you feel anything you wouldn’t […]

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Baloons!

I am like a balloon: You squeeze me in one end I expand in the other. You squeeze me out in one place, I regain my form in other space. I am an entity filled with air, Capable of defying pressure And gaining momentum Upon foregoing it. I float. I burst only under severe pressure […]

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