The Same Old Flame

How many more times
Will I be burned
By the same old flame?

I set myself up
With wayward dreams
To once again fail.

Am I really that lost
To the point of yearning
For closeness?

Am I really that guarded
That every time
It is passing me by?

Am I really that jaded
To think that I am
Actually worth it?

Am I truly transparent [in all of my motives]
That others suffice
To have me let go?

Will I really be missed
Or will I remain
Blatantly hated,

For the reasons
Made up of the facts
That are no longer real?

Will you truly remember?
Will they truly acknowledge
Their faults in this one day?

Will you someday
Uncover the truth
And accept me for me?

©Tatyana Bondarenko

Upon pondering up my possible upcoming move to California I began splitting…

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